And this is where Susan just wanted to run out and cry. Or maybe it was the newly acquired hormones that made her extra sensitive to his response to the situation. "Seamus?" she asked, looking at him. She could feel tears well up in her eyes and she sniffled. "I, I just wanted you to know about it but if.. if you are not ready." She breathed in and sighed. "I'd rather know right now, than in six months." Susan didn't want to take for granted that he'd be there.