Jay nodded shakily, and took a mouthful of pie. He took the moment to gather his thoughts again. "I didn't discuss it with anyone, no, and it wasn't covered. It's just something in my mind I've had in the back of my mind in my moments umm.. alone, that's only really blossomed with you, come to fruition with you, Sir. I rely so much on my voice, my sight, my.. my hands, it's almost.. f-fetishised. To give them up, to trust you with them.." His breath hitched loudly.