James took the glass with thanks, downing half of it before he spoke. "But. I'm grown. I should have better control. I should remember my training. I know you were teasing, but the thought that I might bring shame on you.. I need to keep myself in check better in public. Especially if I'm.. if our future is to be together," he said with a gentle smile.
"If it brings you peace, or soothes your heart, then I want to hear of your family. They are part of you, as much as you were a part of them. I. To be trusted with the knowledge. It's a priviledge. I'm proud you feel comfortable enough with me to share. It's a precious thing, Paul, and never shy from talking about them on my account. You'll find no jealousy here." He dropped his free hand to his knee, fingers barely brushing Paul's trouser leg as he did so. Emotions more in check, and sitting down, he was better able to appreciate the closeness without it being overwhelming.