[private]
nothing can excuse the rage i felt when i thought i wouldn't be the one to kill him. is it always going to be this way? do i have to kill him to be free?

[demonic crimes unit]
is it possible for a demon to attach itself to someone's soul? more specifically, a dead one?

[mercy]
had any nightmares lately?

[FILTER: SPECTRES]
As fellow deceased, how do you respond towards death around you? Do you feel an obligation to help? Have you ever saved a life before? On the other hand, have you ever watched someone die and purposefully not done anything about it? Are we meant to be mere observers, haunting and watching but naught else, or does our existence mean we are to do something?

Curiosity, of course. I have my own opinions already.

[FILTER: KATHERINE]
Are you devastated or rather not, I wonder.

anyone missing from ACU?

[Mercy]
world's on fire.
was it you?

some funny pages today.

i swear to shit the newspapers around here will print anything. write a letter while being a complete tryhard psychotic, and you're in.

for the record, this trying to be poetic thing while threatening to kill people? yeah. sick of that. sick to death.

[Clover]
planning on staying, blossom?

[Mercy]
i have a question. amuse me with the answer, would you?

[Tyler]
[...]

if you run away, it'll be pretty lame around here.

this academy handles a crisis like no other place in the world.

sweet hell & satan have mercy.

Drama! On the Internet! And in Real Life! The plot, she thickens.

I might need to start bringing a camera around with me; there's no way that's going to cause more paranormal activity anyway.

In other not-really-news...you know, I hadn't noticed how many people has the King surname around here. Even our local killer! Small world.

[DEMONS]

Anyone wants to make a poll to see who hits the crap out of someone over this whole thing?

My bet is for that one who's about to pop a vein if she gets any madder, and to basically anyone that talks to her.

I have the best roomie ever! I think she stopped a thief or whatever! She's like Wonder Woman only not lame or something, maybe Silk Spectre ahahahahahaha get it? NUDGE NUDGE! Damian, Damian, Damaian, we should forget ice cream and get greasy awesome french fries instead! And instead of ponies we should get tigers! My cousin is a tiger! Maybe she'll let us ride on her back!

[Filtered to all who are unaffected]

I think I saw what might be the cause of all this insanity.

I am so lost on what is happening with everyone. I've seen people act out of sorts before but this is... strange. I tried to help a girl that was crying and she latched onto me and wouldn't let me go until I turned incorporeal. I felt bad, but she tried to keep me for an hour without saying anything.

It's nice to see everyone so animated about the trial of Ezra King. I'm also happy to see that Miss Dunne and Miss Kelley are doing much better. I feel this month will be much better than the last one. But with this latest news, I don't feel as optimistic as I did yesterday.

Although, there are problems outside of Giza.^* I have been asked for some help, which I'm glad to offer. I will be contacting the members of the team I'm putting together shortly. Just a reminder to those I send: You are representing Landvik, and I don't want to hear that you were being disrespectful to those at the academy, especially the administration.


^* OOC: The team sent will be NPCs.

No matter what some people say we can't focus on ask the negatives. People should celebrate the victories no matter how small because it keeps the bad from pressing us down into nothingness.

Even my nightmares have gone back to their normal, which though still nightmares are better than the new images that I was experiencing.

i'm going to start needing to find ways to enjoy myself that don't involve alcohol and smoking things.

anyone want to help me debase myself without the use of either?

[mercy]
still having those nightmares, dolly?

I must sleep to have nightmares, right? That's how it works? I wish I didn't.
Krupin suggested that I write down my dreams, but writing them down won't help if I am the only one that sees them. I mean, how would be a researcher work if we didn't see work written by others.

The latest one was not like so many of my others... Instead of their faces covered with ash and flames licking the soft crying faces. I dreamt of two dancers on a black stage. The start by sitting next to each other though one had their back toward me. Low music started playing and as one began to move the other shifted elegantly to block her. Every time she would move away the other would grab a hold of her somehow. The back and forth of the escape and capture happened across the stage. Then when the other moved its limbs and the girl moved the same like it had taken control. She being its puppet. Finally she breaks free, leaving the other on the ground. It grasps at her leg trying one last time, but the girl has the control finally. The dance ends as the light fades and they return to the positions they started in.

Despite the fact that our killer is a sloppy, living, human,

I've been hearing some very diverse theories on who he might be. A Landvik reject, maybe, or an asylum escapee.

I don't personally care, but I hope his death is funny.

Each time I looked up at the moon tonight I had to wonder whether it was beginning to grin or closing its smile. I know that people today would just go look at a computer for their answers, but I like the wonder of it and the surprise of the next few nights as the shadow shifts.
I prefer the cool glow of the winter sky opposed to the static from electronic. Not to mention electronics don't really like me all too much.