Lukas... His office is... There's so much...

Lukas is missing. His office is a mess. There's so much blood.

How could he be missing if there is so much blood? Someone needs to get there. Someone needs to find him. I've looked everywhere and I can't find him. How could he leave his office if there is that much blood?

Do you think he's...

Please don't be... It can't happen again...

We need to find Lukas. I'll be out looking again.

I apologize for my lack of activity these past couple of weeks. Sometimes a memory hits you so hard that you feel you're reliving it. At least it does for me. Sometimes, I have to just let myself become a part of it, like a vivid daydream. Other times, I try to surround myself with people and try to forget it. This time, it was a little bit of both as it was wonderful and devastating at the same time. So, I've been in my room or following Lukas around the academy. I don't think he appreciated the day I paced next to him, since I've learned by now that he likes to pace in peace. I plan on getting back into my studies tomorrow or later tonight when everyone is asleep as the memories are fading once again.

I'll miss them when they're gone.

[FILTER: SPECTRES]
As fellow deceased, how do you respond towards death around you? Do you feel an obligation to help? Have you ever saved a life before? On the other hand, have you ever watched someone die and purposefully not done anything about it? Are we meant to be mere observers, haunting and watching but naught else, or does our existence mean we are to do something?

Curiosity, of course. I have my own opinions already.

[FILTER: KATHERINE]
Are you devastated or rather not, I wonder.

I saw who delivered the bomb threats in the mailboxes. I was watching the screen when others were analyzing the footage of that morning. The person was trying to keep her face hidden by a hood from her sweatshirt, but I believe I know her or, rather, knew her. At least, I'm pretty sure. From what little of her face I saw, she reminded me of Josephine. If anyone who was around about the time the academy opened, you might remember her. She was training in the Shifter Crimes Unit. She had short black hair, light blue eyes, and was about 5'5". She was kind of loud and didn't last very long. I believe she was gone by December of that year.

I don't know how she got in. She shouldn't have had anything that allowed her to pass through the doors, through security.

I find it amusing that I have not met many Spectres who decide to be on the front lines. Only in certain cases will we be harmed, so why are there a lot of us who flock to research?


[Filter: Private]
He was very angry. I don't think I've seen him this angry in a long time. I wonder if anyone noticed. I wonder if he noticed if I was there. Maybe next time I should give him is privacy. But I have to admit I like watching him work, as creepy as that sounds. I enjoy watching a lot of people in this academy, and I have been thinking about watching others outside these walls. It could be interesting. It would also pass some of the time.

I've been dead for nearly fourteen years, and I still fear so very many things.

So very many.

so apparently stairs don't soften or cradle you when you go down them but ok, ok. No big deal. We're all big girls here
just a bruise, little blood. didn't want carpet anymore anyway


I
can't find my wedding ring
I'm shaking, I can't find my wedding ring I can't Some candlesticks are missing, too and a couple of teacups why would anyway
I can't find my ring

oh Christ I feel sick

Ok, this question is more specifically for the Vampiric Crimes Unit or vampires or whatever - do all vampires pop or is it only the fat ones? My trainer took a bunch of us on a mission and needed to get all Slayer on a guy and he just kind of ... exploded? After getting beheaded. So glad I'm not a Slayer because gross. Wish we'd gotten some warning, though. My Louboutins are ruined.

This question is for anyone that was in the Main Building around 2:15 PM - is it true a Faerie tried to glamour Lukas Landvik? Did it work? Were they expelled? I want all the deets.