Wednesday, June 19th, 2013

[info]quietlyshemoves
Lukas... His office is... There's so much...

Lukas is missing. His office is a mess. There's so much blood.

How could he be missing if there is so much blood? Someone needs to get there. Someone needs to find him. I've looked everywhere and I can't find him. How could he leave his office if there is that much blood?

Do you think he's...

Please don't be... It can't happen again...

We need to find Lukas. I'll be out looking again.
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Thursday, May 30th, 2013

[info]quietlyshemoves
I apologize for my lack of activity these past couple of weeks. Sometimes a memory hits you so hard that you feel you're reliving it. At least it does for me. Sometimes, I have to just let myself become a part of it, like a vivid daydream. Other times, I try to surround myself with people and try to forget it. This time, it was a little bit of both as it was wonderful and devastating at the same time. So, I've been in my room or following Lukas around the academy. I don't think he appreciated the day I paced next to him, since I've learned by now that he likes to pace in peace. I plan on getting back into my studies tomorrow or later tonight when everyone is asleep as the memories are fading once again.

I'll miss them when they're gone.
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Monday, May 27th, 2013

fifteenth of july.

[info]jeuneage

uh

ATTN: THOSE LIVING IN HENRIETTA. If you get caught in a flour cloud on the way into the kitchen, it was not my fault that the dough refused to cooperate and I might've hulksmashed the flour in fleeting fit of anger and there's still flour EVERYWHERE on the floor EVEN THOUGH I SWEPT



but on the bright side

oatmeal chocolate chip cookies for those who can eat? ♥

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Tuesday, May 21st, 2013

[info]chromageist
The oddity of my own post-mortem lethargy has had me buried up to my eyeballs in poetry- during the times I'm not doing the bare minimum of productive work, admittedly.

I honestly think I've been here for hours. Just reading. Not particularly desiring to do anything - not particularly needing to. Motivation is slippery. I desire nothing other than to talk to her and I think that's alright. Not always. But for today- maybe.

[JULY]
Think you could spare a few words in my direction?

[ATHANASIA]
How are you feeling?
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Sunday, May 12th, 2013

fourteenth of july.

[info]jeuneage
And while I was dying recuperating from something, something fucked up happened again. What the fuck, Vinter?

[ filter; ariana, erik, milo & nora ]
Thanks for everything, you guys. Sorry if I was shit company last week, but it wasn't like I could help it.

[ filter; elijah ]
HOW YOU HEALIN', AMIGO.
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Monday, May 6th, 2013

thirteenth of july.

[info]jeuneage

[ filter; milo, erik and ariana ]
The headaches started. It's going to get bad soon, because I die on Friday. My headaches will turn into migraines eventually, which don't actually hurt, but my body is going to shut down and I'm not sure how coherent I'll be by Friday. But I would super appreciate if you guys could be there one day, if you can be. Maybe at least on Thursday or Friday.

Sorry, Ari. I know you don't need this.

[ filter; nora ]
Am I allowed to ask for company during a really bad period?

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Friday, May 3rd, 2013

[info]nemoinvidia
[private]
nothing can excuse the rage i felt when i thought i wouldn't be the one to kill him. is it always going to be this way? do i have to kill him to be free?

[demonic crimes unit]
is it possible for a demon to attach itself to someone's soul? more specifically, a dead one?

[mercy]
had any nightmares lately?
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Tuesday, April 30th, 2013

twelfth of july.

[info]jeuneage

[ filter; spectres ]
This is probably a super personal question, and don't even answer if you don't want to, but what happens on the day you die? Not asking because I have nfi myself, but with you. Does it feel weird? Do you get sick, or does it just pass? My deathday is coming up next month and I'm going to get really sick soon but I wanted to

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Friday, April 26th, 2013

eleventh of july.

[info]jeuneage

MY BBS ARE BACK AND HEALING. tyvvvm to the rescue team for bringing back everyone, especially my Ari and pirate Eli. All of you are awesome. ILU. And ftr if any nurses give anyone slack, I'm here to give them a fright. Just a little one.

[ filter; erik ]
Anything?!

[ filter; caroline ]
Feel like meeting a ghostie? Promise I'll be corporeal, at least for a bit.

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Monday, April 22nd, 2013

backdated to sunday, april 21. morning.

[info]fikery
[FILTER: SPECTRES]
As fellow deceased, how do you respond towards death around you? Do you feel an obligation to help? Have you ever saved a life before? On the other hand, have you ever watched someone die and purposefully not done anything about it? Are we meant to be mere observers, haunting and watching but naught else, or does our existence mean we are to do something?

Curiosity, of course. I have my own opinions already.

[FILTER: KATHERINE]
Are you devastated or rather not, I wonder.
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Sunday, April 21st, 2013

tenth of july | voice

[info]jeuneage

Guys, I wanna make a PSA, okay? You can ignore it or listen to it, but I'm going to say it. [ Serious July is serious, and sounds it, her voice low and strangely serene. She also sounds like she's walking, with no doubt to Erik's place, but she's not breathless. ] This place can be fucked up, but it can also be a beautiful place. People get kidnapped, people die, but people live here too, you know? We thrive and we prosper, and we're fucking boss most of the time.

So look at who you're with and cherish that second of eye contact. You never know when the people you love are going to get snatched right out from under your nose, and you're left to wonder if you'll ever see them again. So if you love someone, let them know.

[ A deep, throaty laugh that is very July. ] This is the cheesiest, sappiest shit I've ever said. But I don't have Ariana anymore, and people I respect have disappeared, so Nora, Milo, all my spectre homeskillets, everyone in FCU: I respect you all so much, and don't forget that shit, alright?

[ She exhales-- sadly. ] Now someone get my Ari back for me. Please. [ feed cuts out ]

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Thursday, April 18th, 2013

ninth of july.

[info]jeuneage
This is what I have to say to you, letter:

#NOPE

NICE TRY.
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Monday, April 15th, 2013

[info]chromageist
IIII II )

I'm at a bit of a loss for words, as of late.

I believe I lost them when I heard someone very offhandedly tell me- sometime after the bomb threat, anyway- that I would "be alright" because I was dead already.

Just- no. I wouldn't. I don't even have enough words to say no with. I don't think she meant anything that serious by it- maybe she didn't think it through or something like that- but I could not even begin to express how not alright I'd be if such an event were to actually take place.

Losing Six was upsetting. She was valuable. You all are.

Like I said, I've been at a loss for words. Everything feels a bit like nonsense at this point.
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Friday, April 12th, 2013

[info]quietlyshemoves
I saw who delivered the bomb threats in the mailboxes. I was watching the screen when others were analyzing the footage of that morning. The person was trying to keep her face hidden by a hood from her sweatshirt, but I believe I know her or, rather, knew her. At least, I'm pretty sure. From what little of her face I saw, she reminded me of Josephine. If anyone who was around about the time the academy opened, you might remember her. She was training in the Shifter Crimes Unit. She had short black hair, light blue eyes, and was about 5'5". She was kind of loud and didn't last very long. I believe she was gone by December of that year.

I don't know how she got in. She shouldn't have had anything that allowed her to pass through the doors, through security.
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Wednesday, April 10th, 2013

eighth of july.

[info]jeuneage

Okay, guys, do you know what's not cool? Getting glared at in the hallways. I THOUGHT I'D DONE SOMETHING. And then I thought-- holy shit are they all thinking it was spectres who did this? And why am I being blamed with their ಠ_ಠ and jfc how is it that I'm to blame?

Don't blame someone for shit their species did and not them, alright? If we were all deemed responsible for something our species did, we'd all be fucked and hate each other. This bomb threat was even less fucking cool, but let's be reasonable about this. SCREAMING INSIDE And let's keep the judgmental glaring to a minimum.

Thanks,
your friendly neighborhood spectre

filters to krupin, elijah, ariana, erik, and milo )

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[info]listenformybell
I wish they would let more Spectres do the bomb searches, then I wouldn't have to worry that more people might get hurt.
I'm sorry so many people have to be so stressed in these jobs that the Academy provides.
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Saturday, April 6th, 2013

[info]asickening
i don't feel good.

[JULY & NORA]
could one of you do something for me?
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Thursday, April 4th, 2013

seventh of july.

[info]jeuneage

If I could eat cake, I'd put a 9 and an 8 on my birthday cake because that's how old I'd be if I was still alive. But I'm not.

Happy birthday to me, anyway.

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Wednesday, April 3rd, 2013

[info]chromageist
I seem to have very accidentally left some artwork in the elevator shaft. You shouldn't really see it unless you somehow end up outside of an elevator, but it is there and it's- decorative? Something. Very sorry.

This happens.

[Athanasia]
I should at least try to muster up an explanation for you.


[July]
I-

How are you?
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Monday, April 1st, 2013

the truth the dead know.

[info]fikery
Poetry is an interesting thing. I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul. The attempts of people to reach a higher level of consciousness. Funnily enough, I believe most of them end up depressed. Or were they depressed in the first place, and that accounts for the desire for something else?
And what of the dead? They lie without shoes
in the stone boats. They are more like stone
than the sea would be if it stopped. They refuse
to be blessed, throat, eye and knucklebone.
Art in general is interesting, really. I have heard that humans are distinct from animals because of their ability to create and appreciate art. But when art becomes not a question of talent, but purely of creativity -- and it seems that anything can be a work of art, based not upon what is actually there but upon its potential ability to make someone, somewhere, feel something beyond the work itself, does that tread the fine line between art and not-art, or does it destroy it entirely? Then would not everything on this earth be able to be considered art? If human excrement in a museum can make someone have an internal revelation, I don't see why your neighbor's breakfast isn't capable of the same thing. Or would art then have to be defined by the desire of the creator to make art?

In other news, if anybody has any of those leftover plastic Easter eggs, I could use them. Without the candy or whatever else comes inside, I don't need that.

[FILTER : JASMINE]
And you are quiet.
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