εℓεηα gιℓвεят talks dirty in Porsche. (torn_between) wrote in landofatlantis, @ 2011-05-04 19:16:00 |
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Entry tags: | damon salvatore - ilovepickles, elena gilbert - torn_between |
who: Elena Gilbert & Damon Salvatore
What: Elena has a breakdown after this
where: Damon's room
when: early morning of the 4th
rating: TBD
status: in progress.
She had tried not to let it get to her, but it was hard, seeing Stefan again after all these weeks and him letting her know how disappointed he was in her and her current choices--her boyfriend. Maybe he was right, maybe Elena was just a giant screw-up...maybe she was a coward too. Had she fought hard enough to try and get Damon to go back to Mystic Falls? She couldn't help that everything lately, with the curse and then Stefan in the tomb with Katherine, had messed with her head. But she didn't want to die, she didn't want to be afraid anymore...she didn't want to suffer in a small town where she was just sitting around, waiting to die. Damon had taken her away from all of that and a part of her was glad for it, but another part was scared stiff of what Klaus might do when he found them. If he found them. She hoped he never did, but hope didn't seem to do a lot of good for her.
She didn't tell Damon about her conversation with Stefan on the forums, even though he could have easily found it, he was more preoccupied with other things, like finding out where they were and looking into getting them a room together. So she went to bed acting normal, pulling on one of his button-up shirts for a nightdress like she always did and curled into his side with a sleepy sound after giving him a kiss. But after a couple of hours, she woke up and it all came flooding back stronger than before. She couldn't help when the tears started coming and she couldn't stop them. Elena pulled away from Damon as carefully as she could and slipped out of the bed, heading to a corner of the bedroom and sitting down, pressing tight against the wall. She tried to muffle her cries against her hands, but when you were sleeping with a vampire...it was hard to hide anything, especially a breakdown.