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Tweak says, "You gonna eat that nose?"

Adam Pucey (adampucey) wrote in landing_rpg,
@ 2008-09-30 09:46:00

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adam pucey, westly nott

Who: Adam Pucey and Westly Nott
Where: Grounds
What: A talk.
When: After dinner
Rating: TBA
Status: Closed/Complete

The night was cool and crisp, the breeze hitting Adam Pucey's flushed cheeks as he smoked a fag out in the courtyard even more so. As he predicted, the temperature was biting, but he needed the privacy the open grounds offered. Much safer than wandering the halls, where the walls, floors and even the ceilings seemed to have ears. Westly's and his secrets were to be preserved a secret if it was the last thing he did.

And tonight, he suspected, even more secrets would be created. And some would be revealed, even though he wasn't sure what he will be able to admit yet. His feelings were a rubik's cube even to himself- they were hard to decipher, hard to form into a whole. His feelings for Westly were things he knew he could figure but if he only had time to think- but doing such also required more things from him than he expected.

Seeing Scorpius pull him into the abandoned classroom the day before, he suspected, was what triggered this sudden want. His attraction to Westly had been defined as simply that after the Holiday Ball. After having known of the boys secret, Adam couldn't seem to shake him off his thoughts; their first meeting in the classroom, where they discussed things over champagne was one he had anticipated for far too long. He would have simply allowed what they had to go on, but the events of the day before suddeny sparked something within him, something foreign and a part of himself that he doesn't often tamper with. Jealousy. Adam was a confident man. He knew he could have everything if he wanted to. But Wes seemed to redefine that part of his world. The other was adamant to push him away, and such, he found with surprised, fueled his desire for him more. He wanted him, already craved strongly for his presence that a simple touch from him makes his thoughts go haywire. This was beyond anything he had ever experienced, though being this weak never felt so good for him...

Right now, as he extinguished his fag after one last drag and climbed the steps to the Front Hall. he was hoping Westly's prsence would afford him the peace of mind he was seeking. And hopefully, seeing him again would assure him that what he wanted wasn't a bad thing...

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wesnott
2008-09-29 09:50 pm UTC (link)

Westly had avoided pretty much everyone all through Sunday. It was horrible! He had to avoid Scorpius... which wasn't that easy, because Scorpius could come into his room if he wished, and he was a prefect so he was allowed to do ANYWHERE!

Then he couldn't talk to Phoenix, his best friend, because he just happened to be his seducer's younger brother. And he couldn't really talk to Adam since he felt... guilty. And he didn't know why. It wasn't like Westly was dating him or anything but... still. That's how he felt.

He also was ready to kill for a fag. He'd smoked the rest of his pack yesterday from the stress. And he needed another one. But he was going to see Adam now after dinner so he couldn't go bother his sister about it...

Westly had his warm coat around him as he headed to the entrance hall where he saw Adam waiting for him. "Here I am," he said as he came up to the older blond.

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adampucey
2008-09-29 10:11 pm UTC (link)

"There you are." Adam said in an almost sigh, as he turned to look at him. He smiled, one that was only slight as he was still too anxious to properly manage one that reached his eyes. His gaze stayed with Wes' face, but though he noted no change in the other's appearance, he looked a bit different to him now after the events that happened in the past days...

"Come take a walk with me?" Adam turned to the door, pushed it forward and held it out for the other to pass. He led the other down the steps and into the grounds, following the grassy path that led to the Lake. "How was your day?" he asked. Light chatter seemed a good way to start any conversation. Plus, it would buy him more time for his thoughts.

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wesnott
2008-09-29 10:44 pm UTC (link)

Westly tried his best not to blush at Adam's smile. Why was he acting like this? It was just ridiculous. It was only two nights ago that Westly had been with someone else, not necessarily by his own will of course but he didn't run away or anything. And here he was, acting all nervous around Adam.

"Sure," he said leading the way out the door, as Adam closed it behind him. Once they started going down the grounds Westly groaned at Adam's question. "Horrible. Yesterday was worse, but today I got my 'anonymous' death threat. I'm sure you know why," Wes said rolling his eyes and pouting. He was silent for a few moments, before he reached his hand out to take a hold of Adam's hand.

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adampucey
2008-09-29 11:05 pm UTC (link)

Adam's eyes quickly noted the blush staining Wes' cheeks. Perhaps the night was colder than he thought for the other. Thinking he was responsible for choosing to brave the outside weather, he felt he needed to do something. Stopping for a second, he took the other's wrist to stop him, pried his own gray woolen scarf from his neck and tied it around the other's neck. Witout another word, they continued walking, silence accompanying Adam's steps as he listened to the other's words with careful considreation. The slightest frown creased his brows. "He is trying to control the situation. It's in his nature to do so." he refrained from using a name, knowing it wasn't needed. They both knew who he was talking about. "

They landed by the grounds that surrounded the Lake, and that was when he found Wes' hand closing around his. Their fingers molded together perfectly as he intertwined them, his slightly larger ones fitting perfectly against the other's more slender fingers as if they were two halfs of one mold. His eyes refrained to turn to the other, his mind carefully choosing his words. "Don't worry. I'll make sure he doesn't hurt you." he said softly, before adding: "Unless you don't want me to intervene, of course. You know I would respect that..."

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wesnott
2008-09-29 11:20 pm UTC (link)

Being given the scarf just made Westly blush more. Did he think he was cold...? And the scarf had a smell too it... a smell that really could only be Adam, and Westly committed it to memory. "Yeah, I know," Westly said rolling his eyes. He was thinking of how he... took control of the situation that night. So, so awkward.

Westly shook his head. "Not that I wouldn't appreciate the help... but I don't really plan on telling anyone. So there should be no reason for him to come after me," he said explaining. He was glad Adam didn't pull his hand away, and he could feel his hand warming up more as their finger intertwined, his hand lost in Adam's.

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adampucey
2008-09-29 11:34 pm UTC (link)

Even though Wes refrained from mentioning Scorpius' dominating role in their recent encounter, Adam was already too aware of it. Much thanks to his dear freind of course. He couldn't get such a thing out of his thoughts, especially the way Scorpius said the other liked having hands on his scalp...

Masochistic. He shook his head at himself.

"That's good to hear." Adam said, using their hands to pull the other closer towards his body, hoping the other would appreciate the shared body heat with the close proximity. "I'm sure you have questions for me." he started after a moment, his expression thoughtful. "since you have been so generous before in answering my inquiries, I am giving you every liberty to ask me what you want to know now. I'll try to answer them with full honesty, though I do have to warn you that some things are still unclear to me." he looked up at him, and smiled encouragingly. "Ask me anything..."

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wesnott
2008-09-29 11:40 pm UTC (link)

Westly appreciated the close proximity for both the warmth, and just the sake of being close to Adam. He even rested his head against his arm a bit, hoping the older boy wouldn't mind as they looked out to the lake. It was strange, he couldn't even get a straight on look at him. Westly wanted to know what he was thinking.

"Really?" he asked. This was a good opportunity, find out what Westly wanted to know now... but maybe he should just keep it simple at first. "Alright. Full name and birthday," he said grinning. "And your favorite things."

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adampucey
2008-09-30 12:24 am UTC (link)

Wes rested his head on his shoulder, and Adam found himself leaning into the unfamiliar, but altogether pleasant contact. A smile grazed his lips. The other felt so perfect against him, almost as if he felt he was made for this very sole purpose...

"Yes." Adam said with a nod, but stopped when the other asked question he certainly weren't expecting. He had anticipated for their conversation to be serious, one that would demand a lot from him. "I had meant..." he was about to start to explain, but suddenly refrained from protesting. He did promise to answer whatever questions the other had, didn't he? "Adamson Petranova Pucey." he said slowly, laughing a bit. The other was smiling at him again; he wanted to never see the other wear any other expression again. "The 29th of August." His thumb made more circles on the back of the other's hand while he paused to think. "I like Quidditch. My favorite subject is Transfigurations and Charms- eventhough I happen to enjoy studying in general. I love languages- I like studying new ones when I get the chance. I like music- I play the piano and violin, though the latter is pretty recent. And I mentioned I have a cat didn't I? I do. But I was never a cat person. I'm usually partial to dogs, and there's a reason for that. I'll show you sometime, if you want?" A smile grazed his lips. "Is there anything you wanted to know that I missed?"

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wesnott
2008-09-30 12:28 am UTC (link)

"Petranova?" Westly asked a bit taken aback. That was a mouthful to be sure, and he hoped that Adam would explain the origins of that. He simply just listened after that storing all the answers away for future reference. Though he did pause on the last bit. "Show me what?" Wes asked completely oblivious to what Adam meant.

But then... what else should Westly ask. Should he just get to the point now? "I want you to really tell me what you expect from me. And be serious. What do you think or me..." he said trailing off a bit from that. After his encounter with Scorpius did Adam think less of him. "Are you only interested because you found out my secret?"

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adampucey
2008-09-30 12:56 am UTC (link)

"My mother's maiden name." Adam offered, a laugh escpaing him at the surprise in Wes' tone. "You did say full name didn't you? I have no second name. I only have the spectacular and unique Adamson to give me my identity." At the other's curious tone, he breathed deep. Has he already come to a point where he couldn't deny him anything? "Remember your assignment?" he asked, perfectly calm even though he was about to reveal another one of his biggest secrets. "There's a reason why I know so much about human transfiguration. I have been practicing it for years..." he knew he didn't need to explain further. The other was smart enough to decipher his meaning.

He gave a moment for himself, before he answered the other's question. "To be honest? I... don't know myself." a sound sigh. "I've been thinking over the past days, of the past months, and I noted that a lot has changed. I have to admit that what started this all was the... accident in the Holdiday Ball. I immediately got interested. You... became a mere conquest before, then you became a serious challenge for me, for you showed immediate disinterest in me- remember, our first meeting? And as I said, I'm a masochist; you drew me in despite how you showed you didn't want anything to do with me. But the more I spent time with you, the more I... became attachedd. The other day... I..." He looked away, breathing deep again as his chest seemed to constrict even more with the passing second, unknowing that his hand gripped the oter tighter. "I didn't like what I saw. I... realized I didn't want you to be with someone else. I didn't know why... but I kept picturing how I wanted you to be with me. Not in the same way... but... just like this." His hand tightened against the other's, telling him what he meant. He looked up at Wes' then, his soft eyes pleading the other to not get mad, or misunderstand. He was usually so eloquent with his words, but not he foudn himself struggling. "Can you understand what I'm trying to say?"

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wesnott
2008-09-30 01:10 am UTC (link)

Westly nodded understanding the name now. And he actually looked quite surprised at Adam's hint about why he was so good at transfiguration. But... he didn't explain it anymore. And Westly got the impression that he had to wait.

When Adam started off... Westly realized it was a complicated reasoning to follow but he thought by the end he understood what he meant. And he couldn't help but smile a bit. He'd managed to befuddle the usually clear spoken Ravenclaw. Really talents were coming out that Westly didn't know he had before.

"So basically... you like me. But not just physically attracted as you started out..." Westly said. That's what he'd been suspicious about in the beginning, that Adam just wanted him for simple gratification, since he learned of his orientation. He was glad that Westly didn't get that impression anymore. "But now you like me. And spending time with me, just like this, just simple stuff... it's enough as long as I'm not seeing anyone else."

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adampucey
2008-09-30 04:01 am UTC (link)

The other answered him with silence. Adam's eyes moved towards him, and searched the other's expression. "I told you..." He reached towards him and plucked a small speck of something that got caught in the other's hair. "I'll show you some other time what I am talking about. Okay?"

It was almost painful for him to hear Westly's direct version of what he tried to say. But he almost immediately noted one thing the other had misinterpreted. "What I had for you, even before the change, was not purely physical. It never was- even though there is no denying that I find you... amazingly attractive. It is my fault that I had not made it clear. I... had wanted to know how you've dealt with something that I was experiencing, too. I have kept mine for a while, I wanted to know how you've managed to survive this long- how you have handled things, how you've kept it. The secrecy, the discretion. You were in the same position as I am. I've never met someone else in our shoes and you've played it all well. I was fascinated." A short, humorless laugh escaped his lips, but he didn't move away from the other, their paces remianing slow, unhurried. "The fact that you suggested before that I had only wanted what you gave the French Boy was a complete insult to what I was feeling, though as I had said, I did not take any real offense to it. You had every right to make your judgements. You don't know me, and I you, and I didn't help matters with teasing you. But I had wanted such to change. You left me... so intrigued." He found a horizontal bark on the ground nestled in one of the more secluded grassy areas, near the edge of the forest. He sat on it, and tugged the other's hand, an invitation to sit with him, to stay close.

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adampucey
2008-09-30 04:01 am UTC (link)

The lake looked calm before him, untouched, the direct opposite of the turmoil in his chest. "I am sure you have discovered a few things about me. My selfishness, my stubborn nature. my... " a laugh. "masochism? But other that those things, I am also fickle. My taste for things varies and changes all too easily. But now, after knowing you, I have finally found one person with a pull so strong that nothing I've ever felt before can rival it. I have never been so fixated on one thing in my life, and not get turned off by the effort I'm putting into persuing it. So you can imagine how... new I am to everything." It was a struggle having to admit all his thoughts, his emotions all at once. But he had promised his honesty to the other, and he was trying his best to honor it. In a way, Adam also felt an urgent need to be honest with Westly. If he would only admit it to hismelf, he was afraid that if he didn't tell the other what he wanted, Wes would merely slip away from him and run off with someone else. He couldn't afford to hide anything anymore- and he wouldn't want to if his honesty would lead him closer to what he wanted. "And it all changed too quickly, as if the universe was trying to deliver my karma in the most torturous way imaginable. My fascination became somethng so much more, and everything about you helped- touching your hand, hearing your voice, talking to you. It might seem wrong that I had only summoned enough courage to admit it to myself when I had seen someone else pull you away..."

After a breathy sigh, Adam took their joint hands and placed the back of Westly's hand against his cheek, an action he was slowly getting familiar with. His gaze held the other's as he spoke again. "But maybe it happened for a reason. I learned that fate was trying to control me, and that's not acceptable." Their hands brushed down the line of his jaw, before they longered dangerously close to his lips. "You're right. To simply put it, I do like you. But do know that 'like' is too weak a term to describe my attraction to you." "My time seems wasted everytime I'm not around you, and asking you about the things I haven't asked about you." His tone turned softer with his final words. "The choice to be with whomever you wish remains in your hands. I won't ask you to do something you don't wish to do. I'm in no position to do so. I am purely satisfied with knowing you know how I feel, and what I want..." After an offer of the sweetest smile, he sealed his admission with a gentle kiss against the other's fingers. "All I ask is that you tell me what you want from me..."

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wesnott
2008-09-30 09:43 am UTC (link)

"Fine, I believe you," Westly said about getting to see what Adam was alluding too with his transfiguration skills. It wasn't exactly the most important matter at hand though, as Adam continued talking. He frowned, mostly at himself for jumping to such conclusions as Adam clearly told him that initially it hadn't been able physical attraction. "You could have just told me that you know. Instead of just making me guess and suspect what you were after. Hell, you could have just asked me how I managed to keep it a secret too! I would have told you," he said. He wasn't taking the entire blame though. "I'm sorry you were insulted, but what was I supposed to suspect? I'd done something stupid, and you found what my secret that I'd managed to keep from everyone. I didn't know what you were going to do with that information! And you wouldn't tell me either," Westly said as if that was supposed to be a defence for his behaviour. "I told you I like getting attention. And I'm just used too... people being shallow. Shallow people are straight forward, it's easier to figure out what they want."

Westly let Adam tug him down to the ground, and he sat away from the cold snow and closer to Adam to keep his warmth. But Westly went silent again listening as the conversation took another turn. More explanation... His cheeks flushed even more listening to what affect he'd had on Adam. He didn't even do anything! He had been mean to him! Made him do his homework. Went off into an empty classroom with one of his best friends... Yet Adam still did have an affect on him. He couldn't stop thinking about him all that week after their encounter in the library. Even before that he was thinking about him... irritated thoughts but they were there.

Westly gasped a bit when he felt Adam's cold cheek on his hand. Adam did that a lot... he longed for Westly to touch him but never asked. Just made him touch indirectly with their joined hands. He nodded understanding that like was really not enough about what Adam was going on about. Fascination, interest, intrigue, like, attraction. It was a lot of things that Westly was in the center of, and he felt like he was being scrutinized, but held high above all others at the same time. He felt a bit uncomfortable and overwhelmed... but flattered at the same time. And then it all finished with a kiss on his hand.

Westly was definitely still blushing trying to figure out what to say. "You Ravenclaws... always thinking too much," is what he said first, stalling and laughing for a moment. What should he say? "I should tell you that... when Scorpius caught me in the hallway the other night, I didn't realize it was him. I thought it was you, and I was irritated. But when I saw who it really was... besides the shock of the situation I was also- disappointed," he said hoping Adam would understand what he meant. Westly was looking away from the blond for a moment. "I'm kind of overwhelmed by all this... but that doesn't mean I'm not interested. I just... need to get used to it. I've been thinking about you a lot, and I can't ignore the reasons why. I just... want to go slow- for the start." Westly said making his intentions clear. "I want you. And those are my terms. That's what I want."

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adampucey
2008-09-30 02:22 pm UTC (link)

It was a relief hearing the other say he believed him. Adam knew it was risky, letting someone else in one of his secrets, but it wasn't as if the two of them didn't share an even bigger one. In a way letting Wes know that side of himself meant he did trust him in some degree. Adam usually wasnt such a trusting individual, but he wondered why doing such was almost effortless to Westly.

"I didn't know how to approach you." Adam admitted. "And I have a hard time being... honest most of the time. It's just... how I was raised." A shrug, and he hung his head, tendrils of short blond hair falling over his pale features. "I was trying to make you like me- to gain your trust, but you... resisted." His tone subtly reflected the disbelief he felt that day, letting the other know that such a thing was almost unnatural in his world. "But obviosuly, your negative reactions only made me more determined. Though I don't think I could have just directly asked you. You would have reacted with the same distrust. I did after all find out your secret by accident." His tone wasn't accusing; it remained neutral, honest. Then it turned softer when the other apologized. His hand tightened against his. "I told you I didn't take offense. You shouldn't apologize." In truth, he hardly cared for what the other did. "I know. And you had every right to make your judgements. But at least it is now clear to you what had been going on in my head then, yes?"

For a second, Adam almost feared that he had said too much, that perhaps he had exercised his honesty in excess and left the other too overwhelmed by his feelings. It made him think that the other might not have been prepared to hear all of that after all. Still, it was undeniable to him that despite his personal struggle with expressing his emotions, he felt as if a weight of sorts has been lifted from his shoulders, a burden he has been carrying, he only realized now, for quite some time instantly vanishing. It was liberating, then gratifying when the other suddenly spoke to him. He reached out to brush the fingers of his free hand against Westly's colder, flushed cheek. A small laugh escaped him. "I'm a true blue blood, in more ways than one." he affirmed, laughing again. It felt good to laugh with Wes, he realized. He listened intently when the other went on about his encounter with Scorpius. The urge to cover his ears and hum was almost too tempting to resist, but his hand was so comfortable against the other's and keeping their contact against his cheek that he didn't even dream of pulling away. But the other's intention of relating such revealed itself only seconds after, and another form of disappointment within him was suddenly purged, replaced by indescribable elation. He was disappointed? Why? Did it mean he wanted it to be him that had pulled him in the room? He knew he could have given such, if Wes only wanted him to, and with having the other close, it wasn't to desire for something just so within his reach...

The smallest decline of his lips showed his concern for the other's next admission. Wes was overwhelmed, as he expected, though such was instantly forgotten when Wes spoke of his attraction to him, of his interest in what he could offer. "You have me." Adam was suprised to find the gravity of truth held within the lines of that single sentence. "If it is what you desire, it is what you'll get. You determine our pace." he encouraged, though he only realized now he was smiling. "Tell me which things are... forbidden. And I'll follow them without question..."

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wesnott
2008-09-30 03:20 pm UTC (link)

Westly couldn't help looking up at Adam as those hairs fell covering his features. All he wanted to do was just reach up and touch them, and pull them back. Yes, Westly quite liked Adam's hair. But it was distracting...

"Well... maybe I would have. I did react harshly before. Just my own defense I suppose, trying to keep myself safe. I had no idea what you wanted from me," he said shrugging. He shouldn't have expected the worse, but that was just a habit Westly learned. "Yes it's clear now. So we really shouldn't worry about how we got to this point, right?"

Westly just smiled not saying anything at first as he looked away leaning his head against Adam's shoulder and looking towards the lake. "Good," he said softly. He wasn't usually up for getting serious with other boys... just getting to the point. But he didn't feel like that with Adam for some reason. Maybe he was selfish, but he wanted the attention and be adored for awhile. They couldn't show the rest of the school their relationship of course... if not for the secret, but so their sisters wouldn't kill them. He was smirking too, just thinking about how much power Adam had given to him. "I'll let you know what I don't want when the situation comes up."

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adampucey
2008-09-30 03:39 pm UTC (link)

"Understandable." Adam said, nodding his head. "I probably would have taken more caution, and reacted in a much more grave fashion." He wasn't ashamed to admit what he's capable of, hat lengths he would go to, to keep his secret safe. "But yes, I suppose such things hardly matter now." His tone was light, almost cheerful.

Adam noticed the smile that grazed Westly's lips, and his body moved in order to accomodate the other when he leaned towards him. He liked it. He placed their hands on his lap, his other hand reaching out to lightly dance over the skin of the other's arm, what little was exposed from his coat. Adam wasn't the sort to stay in relationships as well, but he held high hopes for what he and Wes were willing to try out. At least he hoped, still unsure of what he was capable of. "We have to wait until it comes up?" he asked, a small pout in his lips, perfectly displeased. "I'd like to test it out now, if you don't mind..." His hand tightened against his. "So I suppose holding hands are acceptable, and physical closeness..." he started, as if he was checking some sort of list in his head. A careful then reached out to encourage the other to straighten so their faces would be left but a breath apart. He trailed the tips of his fingers against the other's cheek, down the slope of his neck. "Is this acceptable, Westly?"

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wesnott
2008-09-30 05:16 pm UTC (link)

"Oh really?" Westly asked curiously. "If the situation was reversed, would you have reacted the same way to me as I did to you?" It didn't really matter, he just wanted to know.

Westly would have thought that Adam testing the grounds would have annoyed him, seeing how much he could get away with. But Wes was in an off mood, where he wanted to tease him and encourage it instead. "As long as no one is looking, hands are fine," he clarified. "Same for closeness." Westly waited to see what he would do next. What Adam next next... their faces so close, he had no idea- but then Westly shivered feeling the finger move over his cheek and neck. "That's fine..."

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adampucey
2008-09-30 05:53 pm UTC (link)

"I wouldn't want to answer that." Adam said, making a face. "I honestly wouldn't want to think about it. But the fact would remain that I would wish to preserve my secret, and I would go to any lengths to assure it."

In an almost dazed trance, Adam's eyes followed his fingers progression down Westly's neck. He witnessed the other's pleasured expression, and he took the initiative to continue on. "Good." From mere finger tips, he moved to slide his fingers, then palm across the skin of the other's neck, before they slithered up to tangle softly on the other's scalp. Leaning closer, he slowly started to trail his nose against the other's cheek, eager yes wide open. He wouldn't wish to miss any change in the other's expression. "And this?" he asked softly, heated breath dancing across the other's skin. "Help me out. Tell me the things I'm allowed to do..."

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wesnott
2008-09-30 06:21 pm UTC (link)

Westly tilted his head back, giving Adam better access as he moved his hands into his hair, and his fingers along his skin. He closed his eyes when he felt Adam's cold nose on his cheek, and he breathed out heavily. He was so close... his lips wouldn't be that far away. "That's allowed..." he said. Really if Adam kept this up he'd go along with everything... so much for going slow. Westly opened his eyes then and turned his head so he could face Adam again. "You're allowed to kiss me," Westly said grinning.

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adampucey
2008-09-30 06:31 pm UTC (link)

Adam was immensely glad that he hasn't done a thing the other wouldn't allow. He continued his hands minitstrations while his nose left trails on the other's skin. "Good." he said, curling his fingers to a fist against the other's hair, before relxing them and massaging his scalp. "Am I?" he asked, when the other turned to him. He brushed his nose against the other's, an easy feat given their closeness. "That's good to know." he breathed out, but not moving to do what the other requested, instead, leaning in to place soft kisses on the corners of the other's mouth, wanting the other to crave fro his lips against his, and demand it- if possible, take the initiative in molding their lips together. Their intertwined fingers stayed on his lip, where his tightened and loosened in intervals. True, Westly had most of the power, but it didn't mean he couldn't have fun with the power that was left in his hands...

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wesnott
2008-09-30 07:02 pm UTC (link)

Adam had his hands in his hair, and he could hardly think past that. He nodded at Adam's question. He'd expected Adam to kiss him right away but he didn't. Just a soft one at the corner of his mouth. His nose hit against his. Westly tightened his fingers in Adam's hand. Merlin, he was tempting him and forcing his hand wasn't he... Well two could play that game. Westly turned his head, and he kissed near the corner of Adam's softly, similar to how the older boy had kissed him first. He moved his free hand up to curled his fingers in Adam's blond hair, and he nipped at Adam's lower lip taking it between his teeth.

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adampucey
2008-09-30 07:20 pm UTC (link)

Westly was responsive to his every touch, and such a thought pleased him more than he expected. In fact everything about the other was better experienced first hand than what he simply imagined. How the soft tendrils of dark hair tangled in his fingers, how the other's breath danced across his skin, how the other took in his bottom lip and sucked it gently in his mouth. He shivered, a small gasp leaving his moist lips as he tightened his hand against Wes'. He made no move to kiss him back, and he tried to regain control of himself through his clouded thoughts. He pulled away gently, a warm smile directed to the other. He didn't wish to pull away, his eyes told the other that, but he only had so much control on himself. "You're driving me insane." he said, laughing a little. "I promised we'd take it slow." he said, "If we continued on, I don't think..." he trailed off, and after another laugh, just kissed the back of Westly's hand. "Besides, I like this. I like having you here, and just holding you. I can barely notice the cold..." His eyes were locked on Wes' features. "Talk to me." he urged. "Tell me what you're thinking..."

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wesnott
2008-09-30 07:48 pm UTC (link)

He was so sure he would have tricked Adam into kissing him then, tempt him too at least. He did smirk at the obvious affect he was having on the older boy. He'd been driving him insane so it was completely fair to return the favour. But damn him... and damn his own rules. Why did he say that anyway? There was nothing wrong with a good snog right here in the snow...

"It could be an exercise in keeping control," Westly suggested but ended up sighing in defeat. But he did like this too. Just sitting there together, where no one could see them. This was going to be hard... harder than any of the other relationships Westly had in school. That was solved by hiding in an empty classroom. This... Westly couldn't hide his stares in public. "I'm wondering what we're going to do around everyone in school. How to keep up appearances and not be... obvious," Wes said shrugging. "Which, I hope you're not planning on taking some girl to the Valentine's Ball just for a cover. I wouldn't appreciate that."

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adampucey
2008-09-30 08:03 pm UTC (link)

It wouldhave been something he would definitely like to do, just snog the other until he was incoherent right then and there. But he needed to keep himself on the edge, to keep himself interested in Wes, because he wanted this to last as long as he could manage.

"It's exciting already." Adam admitted, biting his lower lips, and for a second felt as if he could detect the lingering taste of Wes on his tongue. He turned thoughtful at the other's response, then a grin managed to break through his features at the other's threat. Possessive. He like that a lot. "I would not, if you don't want me to. But will you go?" he asked. "It would be hard, but we both are good in hiding things, aren't we? We have to act normal, as if we're not even aware of each other's presence." A small frown. "I don't like it, but it's what has to be done. Just... know that it's all an act. I would love to see you everyday, but I want to know how much you want to be with me. You're the one who sets the pace, after all..."