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Saxen Astrid Krum (saxkrum) wrote in landing_rpg,
@ 2008-07-29 17:39:00

Entry tags:

dustin towler, saxen krum

Who: Dustin Towler and Saxen Krum
What: The Love potion takes over her.
Where: Hospital Wing
When: Not long after dinner.
Rating: PG???

I can't stop thinking, can't stop thinking about those eyes. Those eyes are perfect, they captivate my soul. I love those eyes. It's as if he could see the soul of the world in one glance, it' shocking. It's shocking and oh that smiiiiile.</i>" She sang out for the world to hear, she wanted the world to hear how she felt, from the music in her soul.

She would have danced, but she couldn't exactly move. She waited for him to show up. The second she thought of him again she broke out into song again. "And I wonder what it is about him, will he ever see what is right in front of him. I've been here for years and I can't even express to myself how I feeeeel. Let him seeeeeee who I am, let him seeeeeee that my heart is his."

She paused with a deep breath, lucky for her that was when she saw him walk into the room. She started to speak to a melody quickly. "And you are here, yes you are here, can I please speak with you. Dustin, I think we really need to chat." She sang simply.

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duuustin
2008-07-29 07:06 pm UTC (link)

Dustin didn't know what was going on. It was almost like the school had gone mad, ever since that incident in the Great Hall where he had thought he was in love with Cordelia Vaisey. People were fighting in classes, in the corridors, over the journals. And the Quidditch match this past Saturday had been insane.

And now Saxen "needed" to see him? He had been at the Hospital Wing to visit her during his free period, but apparently it was urgent now. Hopefully she was alright, and he was worrying the entire time as he ran up the stairs towards the hospital wing.

"Saxen?" he called, an eyebrow raised as he walked inside. He was slightly breathless as he walked around...and then he heard singing. "Sax? Is that...you?"

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saxkrum
2008-07-29 07:11 pm UTC (link)

"It is me. How could you tell? You know I needed you to come. You have to be here. I need you hear. Take a seat?" She sang to him holding out her left hand. It was the only arm that was movable. Saxen had been really beat up from the match, her back was hit, her leg was broke, her arm was shattered, her body was a mess, and she was in pain.

"Dustin.. I think we need to chat. Have I told you how I feel? Have I shared the feelings in my heeaaaarrrrt." She sang as if she were in a music at an important part.

"But I can't, I can't tell you that. I can't express my heart. I've got these feelings, feelings in my heart, it might be bursting. It might be something crazy." She said trying to shrug, but she couldn't.

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duuustin
2008-07-29 08:03 pm UTC (link)

Dustin stared blankly as his best friend, lying in the bed, yet singing at him. After all the years he had known and been friends with Saxen, she had never sung to him. Not even to the wizard radio or anything. Never. Especially not anything like this.

"Um.." he said slightly uncomfortably, shifting his eyes around. They weren't alone in the hospital wing, obviously. With a few of the other students laying in their respective beds, staring at them, even a few giggling. He felt bad for Saxen, because he knew this wasn't like her.

"Is it your medication?" he asked, walking over to her. Instead of taking her hand that was extended to him, he reached down and touched her forehead. "You don't have a fever.." And then he remembered what had happened to him only a week before. "Oh, Sax.." he said, sitting down in the chair. "Have you had anything to drink today?"

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saxkrum
2008-07-29 08:12 pm UTC (link)

"If love is a fever I have a fever, if thinking of how perfect you are is a fever I have it. If loving you leads me to have a fever, than I haaaaaave a fever. And it is a fever I love. I can't stop thinking of what a great fever that is." She sang her eyes bright, but honestly she couldn't explain to herself why all at once she was about to burst with love for Dustin.

"You are the best friend I've ever had, and i love you more than anyone has. You're got the best hair I've ever seen. You're perfect to me." She sang quickly. Saxen didn't know what to think. "Drinking, I don't drink, I'm not a drinker, at least not when locked away here."

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duuustin
2008-07-29 09:04 pm UTC (link)

Dustin felt his face burning with a blush as he stood there awkwardly, listening to her sing to him about how perfect he was and some sort of fever. If only she truley did feel that way, that was what was embarassing him more. Not that she was singing to him. Or that she wasn't the nicest singer. He didn't care what she sounded like. He just wished she would stop, because he knew she didn't feel that way. And he knew, from experience, that once whatever had come over her was done, she was going to feel really awful.

"Saxen, please, stop singing," he whispered to her, leaning close to her face. "I think you have the same thing that happened to me last week." Not that reasoning with her was going to work any, he knew that from what had happened to him, too. At least this time it wasn't to someone that they didn't even know. "Just stop trying to talk. And why don't you go to sleep?"

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saxkrum
2008-07-29 09:18 pm UTC (link)

"But.." She paused in her singing. "I really do love you, everything about you, from the way you look when you are annoyed to your smile. To when you worry about the world, to just everything.: She really meant it all. Actually it was confusing which was stronger, her love for him, or the urge to sing. Saxen loved him, she knew that, even when she was rational she did love him.

She gave him sort of a sad look on her face. "Is it because you don't feel the same way? I love you, I really love you. You are the love of the world, in the worlllld." Honestly she wasn't making sense, and she was confused and sort of out of it, and still in pain. "I don't want to sleep and find you gone in the morning, in the morning. I don't want to see you gone."

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duuustin
2008-07-29 09:44 pm UTC (link)

Dustin's heart almost broke. He wanted to believe her, but he knew it was some sort of spell. He shifted uncomfortably for a moment; it almost sounded like she meant it, but he knew she didn't. Someone was messing with the students of Hogwarts, that was for certain.

He frowned when she said that he didn't feel the same way. He did, that was the problem. "You know I love you, Sax," he said, running his hand over his hair. "I just know you don't mean what you're saying, too. Someone has drugged you.." He gave her a little laugh.

Leaning down, he placed a kiss on her forehead, trying to adjust her to go to bed. "You know I'll never leave you," he replied, his voice soft, just so she and only she could hear it.

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saxkrum
2008-07-29 09:54 pm UTC (link)

Saxen gave him a confused look. Well it was possible, she didn't exactly sing ever, she had a terrible voice and she hated singing... But she loved him, loving him was the one thing she really knew. "But I do love you." It was at a whisper, and still singing, but it wasn't the loud annoying singing she'd been doing. She just couldn't not with him looking that upset.

"I hate seeing you frown, if I could I'd take your pain away. If I could I'd give it to me. Because I looove you." It was much more of a ballad and soft sweet song. She did love him, and she could only think of him. Of loving him.

Her breath caught as he kissed her forehead. With her unsmashed hand she took one of his. "Don't go, please don't go." She sang softly. again. "I need you here with me."

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duuustin
2008-07-29 10:26 pm UTC (link)

Dustin's heart jerked a bit at the sound of her voice, the look on her face, and what she said. Frowning, he just nodded, not knowing what to say. He knew arguing with her wasn't going to work, he just needed to get her to bed.

Oddly enough, what she was singing made a little sense. IT made his cheeks turn redder because he had heard her say it before. She had told him that she hated seeing him sad before, so he knew it was coming from somewhere. "I know, I know," he muttered.

"I promise," he whispered back, taking her hand, "I'll stay here." Sitting down on the chair next to her bed, she just stared at her with a small smile.

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saxkrum
2008-07-29 10:32 pm UTC (link)

Saxen watched him really carefully. "It's about time you start realizing what is right in front of you." She sang softly shutting her eyes. The last thing she saw was the small smile. He'd smiled. She kissed his hand smiling.

"I really do love you." She sang softly. Saxen watched him carefully. She loved him, and he was staying. Maybe if she let herself sleep she'd wake up in less pain, and he'd still be there and she could tell him how much she loved him, or rather sing to him.

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