Willow was terribly excited she knew the other woman was safe, blood pumped through her veins and her heart bated in her chest, Tara's energy was also high and pure as it always had been. She listened to the words coming off the other woman's supple lips taking in Tara's words and letting them process, this was difficult for the both of them, their reality was so different and now they were here in some strange world having to work through two very hard events together. She shook her head. “No, not this moment.” She smiled warm. “But you have to understand how hard this is for me, I've already gone through the break up once and to me it pales in comparison to losing you to the spirit world Tara. That's why I just want to touch you, to make sure you are still breathing, feel your chest heave against mine again. We are both struggling with two very different things here.” She paused for a moment.
“The fighting, the over use of magic, and you leavening are parts of our past and that's what they are to me our past, but for you they are our right now. Can you see where I'm coming from and why I am so eager?” She took a breath. “I don't know what time we have together more so then ever before...you leaving was what you had to do and I would have left me too.” She laughed lightly. When fingers were on her cheeks she took her hand and gently to Tara's to kiss the back of it. “Never, I never doubted your love for me, it's always been right here.” she took Tara's hand and placed it on her chest. “I never thought I'd see those blue eyes sparkle again, but I do. The darkness in me is gone I need you to believe..in me and us.”