That sucks, and seems I lucked out when it came to my lessons. My only consequences was if I didn't learn, then I'd end up dead on the battle field.
The only way to take it. I know I take it as a positive around being difficult to kill, and you should as well.
My brother and the one who taught most of what I know, Indra have told me they are pleased. As for the last one, it's complicated. I'm not the same person he knew, and not sure how he'd feel with the change. I wonder if Luna is right about him hating what I became.