Generally the violent and unpleasant kind. I have seen those who taught me wield a great and destructive force against those who proved to be less than what was wanted of them. It was not an act which was fair, but it was the life I led. I was more fortunate than may others though I paid a great cost for that favor.
It says I am very difficult to kill, something I will take for the positive that it is.
Who do you suspect only two of your teachers would be pleased? If the measure is that you have survived, have you not put all their training to good use?