I can, but only for the encounter you just went through with you and the Doctor here in Knowhere. Imagine for a moment that you're holding two conflicting thoughts inside your head simultaneously, but you have convinced yourself that each of them is the truth. That's me and that's the Doctor. I knew I was supposed to let you kill me, the Doctor was doing everything in his power to live - a wholly different set of priorities, thoughts, and emotions.
[Miss River] It seems a complex situation. You loved him?