Sharon was trying to convince me what happened was the same thing as some terrible decisions many of you have made. It wasn't a decision. I didn't decide to turn green. It just happened. I'm not the hero you think I am. Maybe the other guy saved lives, maybe he caused more hurt than he helped, but if I had things my way he wouldn't exist at all. None of this would have ever happened.
I'm not in medical. I haven't been able to show my face outside of the studio since it happened. I'm too ashamed.