Let's start with first things first. You have nothing to be sorry for at all. If I hadn't been on Morag with you, they might have taken you and in your state that could have been a whole lot worse. I'm glad they took me instead. I'm glad you got to go back and that you were able to rest up.
Second, if you hadn't done what you did to get on Morag? It's entirely likely we'd be looking at a lot more than five dead and a handful of wounded. We could have lost important buildings, like medical even, that could have made life a whole lot worse for that too. What you did, we all owe you a debt for that. Even me.
Lastly, it's not your fault Bruce. It really isn't. I wouldn't have let them take you, even if they tried. Woulda just kept hitting them until they took me to make me stop.