She smiled to his reaction and took the husk back. "I attuned myself to it when I found it. It has yet to work for anyone else." She set the husk down and began putting it back together. It was curious he'd only been training for such a short period of time, but he admitted there was a reason to it. "I am afraid I do not know who that is." She paused, "and I will disagree. Being impulsive can be just as good as it can be bad. Outside the Force, one's own intuition is often a good voice to listen to and follow. Finding the balance between intuition and the Force's direction is the trick of it."
She tilted her head, "but if you have trouble with meditation perhaps I can teach you this way. It keeps you occupied, and allows you to meditate." she nodded to his lightsaber. "If you like to try, start taking it apart. Focus on that, only that. You will be surprised how easy it is to slip into meditation. As far as your story goes, tell it whenever you wish. Or do not." she shrugged. "Your life is your own. What you wish to share of it is your own choice. I do not judge you for how long you have trained. I have known others that were in your shoes."