I won't go over the issues you mentioned yourself, since you're clearly aware of them, but I hope you can work things out soon and get your inspiration back. You're an amazing player when you are around, and I miss playing with and following your characters.
I'd like to point out a different thing, however. A lot of the time, when you either update or tag logs with your characters, you make it kind of difficult for anybody outside of already established CR to reply to. Kamui's latest entry, for example, would mean pretty much nothing to anyone who doesn't already know him. They wouldn't notice the change in his mood, nor would they know what date it is, and since he's mostly being quiet, it's not something most characters would find interesting or noticeable.
Having a more quiet entry like that is fine, of course, but considering he doesn't tag around much, outside of very specific CR, it ends up making it so that it's nearly impossible to build new cr.