[...] [His expression softens so much and he's just looking at him so damn fondly he'd be embarrassed if it were anyone else but Aramis]
It's a testament to how far gone I am that, even like this, I still think you're beautiful. [And he's just happy to see him now, to have him back, to have him here...] [Sits up enough to kiss him again, lightly, then over each cheek, kissing up his tears before leaning back down, stretching out beneath him as he makes a show of slicking his fingers up, yes.]
But I know you'll be better. You'll be alright. [He, at least, sounds certain where Aramis might not] It's alright if you aren't now - it's alright if it takes time. I'll still be here. [Brushes his hand back to press up against him, just stroking lightly now that he's warmed up the oil enough] And I'm looking forward to our date.