I'm sorry. [ Quiet, but earnest. Knuckles white, she swallows thickly. This is something a long time coming. Something that should have been said well before now. ]
When those monsters stole those lights- I did such terrible things to you. [ Which is a gross understatement. She had tortured the woman with the eventual intent to kill ] I wanted so badly to blame you. It was easier that way. If I just said something convenient like- "If she had just turned over the light, none of that would have happened.' [She shakes her head. ] But that's wrong.
[ Yuuki can't pretend as though Jamie were to blame for the events that day. All of them were under attack. All of them were missing a piece of themselves, and acting different. The same can be said for her, too. ]
I... even if I lost them when I was young, I do still remember my parents. My biological parents. So knowing that, I realize you were never... [ In reality, this woman was never her mother. It's as Sakura said- as though all of them had been wrapped up into a massive play. But she has a lifetime of memories, and it's difficult to shake off. Even if her head knows that, her heart is unable to completely ignore and detach from the complicated emotions involved. ]
You were never really my mother. I know that... but despite that I still feel overwhelmed with an entire lifetime of history, even though I know it never really happened. [ It's so confusing and complicated. Is it just as much so for her? ]
You helped save me when I was hurt. I'm grateful. I'm not asking for forgiveness. After all that happened and all this time I don't have a right. [ A breath ] But I- I wanted you to know that I'm sorry. The me that possesses light... I never wanted to hurt you.