I know, I know... I shouldn't. That it's gone on this long and this far is -- I don't find any pleasure in doing that. And if I-- if I could I would never put the queen, Heaven -- any of us in danger like this. I know what it means, what I'm doing, and what it would mean if others were to find out but it's...
I... [fff] I can't just leave him behind, though. I can't just forget about him. I-- [and here, very briefly, the light of his wings flickers away, for longer than it ever has before, unbeknownst to Arthur] I love him.