[Quiet for a moment, not knowing that it's the first time he's admitted it aloud but, at least, sensing that it's definitely a confession of some weight]
[And he can't exactly blame him, either -- he only knew her for a few days, but it was enough that, even now, almost a year later, he finds himself thinking about her and wanting to see her again.]
Yeah. [...] [Lifts his hand, touching his shoulder lightly, sympathetic - there isn't much he can say to make that situation better, much less knowing that for Lancelot there isn't a chance to be with her unless it's here]
It's not the same situation with Aramis, I know. But... even if I wanted to, I couldn't stop thinking about him. [...] He's everything to me. Dunno when that became the case but it's... definitely not something I could let go of, even if I wanted to. I can't help but think that everything in my life was leading up in some way to us finding each other.
[...] So thinking that it might not be the case for him, in the end... it's not something I can just forget about or pretend doesn't bother me, despite my efforts.
[........... m- mrrr] Is that... how it was for you and-- Gwen?