[... Slides his fingers into his hair, curling absently and circling his thumbs along his temples]
Maybe. Guess we'll have to find out. [Blinks back the tears again and breathes out, shakily]
[He knows he's said this many times before, but whatever he's going to say it again because now that he's been a fucking asshole all day, he feels the need to reiterate it]
You're it for me. For as long as you want me... I'm here. I-- [please don't leave him. please don't regret knowing or loving him...] I'm sorry.