[It takes only half a moment longer before he realizes why he'd be acting this way, he knows you too well, and he curses]
Fuck. Fuck, no, Aramis--
[Kneeling down before him, reaching out and touching his shoulders] I didn't mean it like that. Don't... please. Please. I'm sorry. [Grips his shoulders tightly, hands shaking and his voice a bit wobbly] I'm sorry. I'm here.