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[The response is a loooooooooooooooooong time coming because. Well. This answers the question of whether you're here or not -- not that you even realize it's her, sob.]
[... YOU JERK, YOU MADE HER THINK SHE DIED. Anyway.]
[Anyway, she knows, at least, where he's coming from with this advice...]
I don't know if that's an option for me. I'm tired of fighting it. It's [...] not something I want to do anymore. Just fighting without thinking it through or... [she realizes, of course, hes' saying keep busy, not fighting -- but what else can she do, really? what else is she able to do other than fight, before?]