[Looks up, noting her expression, and shaking his head quickly]
I-- no, of course not. It's alright. I... it's only something I-- [hesitates, shifting a bit and looking uncomfortable, be fore he sighs out. He can trust her, after all.] It's something that I think about a lot. Merlin having to wait... what he'll do, if-- when I wake up. If it'll be worth it for him.