[ She draws a shaky breath, fingers curled into her skirts, throat tight, and gaze upon the ground. ]
I... I tried to kill someone. [ Even just saying it, reflecting back upon what happened, it makes her sick to her stomach. ] Those monsters did something to me, and then I-- I don't know. [ She doesn't know why she acted like that when it was different for everyone else. ] I popped all of her joints out of place, and I... I would have killed her, too.