[Souji feels the twitch of Ian's fingers, which gives him enough of a hint as to what Ian's feeling. He realizes only now how his words had gotten away from him and how much he was slipping, talking about himself and his own emotions rather than making it about the team as a whole. Squeezing Ian's hand tighter, Souji can't help but to pull Ian in close, wrapping an arm around the other's waist to embrace him.]
Sorry. You're right. I'm being selfish about all of this...
[There's a short, hesitant pause.]
I wish I could understand what you went through.
[It scares him, really, how he feels as though there's a disconnect between them with the difference in time and experience.]