I'm sorry; I was unclear. Considering how I ended up here [or her nonexistent memories of how that happened, more like] I should have expected more resistance than I did at first.
["Resistance" because she's still hoping against hope she'll be able to leave. Somehow.]
I'm sure everyone here is equally frustrated and eager to get out. [<-- Just in case it sounded like she thinks people hoping to leave on arrival is foolish.]