[Frustrated. She finally looks up to him, upset and vexed.]
I did something selfish and stupid, all because of a ridiculous belief I held. [That she could feel and be needed again. But that kind of thing only drags them back to square one. A never ending vicious cycle.]
I put my own feelings above your own well-being, and you want me to be the one to storm off? There's nothing to say or talk about. Don't you get it? I'm a poison, Zero. I'm toxic, and if you just linger around like this, it will only continue to pollute your life. I'm completely unreliable and no good. So do yourself a favor, and stay as far from my family as you can.