[ Her fingers tighten at her sides into her skirt. ]
...I- I shouldn't have to defend myself. [She got them with her own two hands. But- because of their history, she knows she should have at least made him aware.
She just... wanted to feel needed. At least once more. No matter how unfair or selfish it was. ]
It's not a good feeling Zero. It's nothingness. The feeling of a void- like a black hole when there should be something there. But it can extend past just the tablets.