... In a lot of ways, it's strange, to be here. You can't really fully process it is that's happened, or talk about it too much, either. It seems a very distant thing, even if it's not something you can forget about, either. I'm unsure if that makes sense.
I think that... Neal is grateful, for things he can focus on. It doesn't make it go away, but it makes it better. [At least... that's how it seems to him. And how it is for him, too.]