Ah, no, he seemed to enjoy it. But it felt strange to me, to kiss him without thinking things through or consulting both my and his feelings first. So I decided to stop but then I got upset, much more so than I would have imagined, and he got angry in a way I have never seen before, so I think we were both suffering under a sickness of feeling and not meaning anything we said or did under the circumstances. Yet... it still weighs on my mind.