[Sighs, because yeah alright this is all. a pretty damn sufficient mood-killer. Stands up from the bed, focusing on pouring himself more to drink. And he knows what he's saying in the memory is right - that they're not together and lol at him even thinking they're in love cause lol - but it still bothers him that he'd even be talking about it with Arthur in the first place and dismiss it so soundly /insulted despite himself]