[Also. It's weird to just talk about this in general, much less with you. Sighs.]
I won't pretend to be perfect, because I'm not. But I'm... not used to it. To just be selfish because of something I want... beyond what would be good for my people or for Camelot or for those I care for. [Nothing big, at least. He knows he can be plenty selfish about the little things.]