[...] [Instinctively just. wants to talk with her, to tell her everything -- but he knows he shouldn't let her see him so vulnerable. Should he even tell her he's dead? He doesn't know if he could handle it, if she were to be happy about it.]
[.......]
I... [welp. hindsight is 20/20 on the whole magic thing, in regards to her and Mordred especially. Not just Merlin.]
[.........] I failed you as well, Morgana. [He knows that now. Much more than he had before. Maybe if he'd been better, wiser........ it's his fault. He knows that now.]