... You think I don't know that already? [...] [Ducks his head, shaking it absently] It isn't as if I enjoy feeling this way. Jealous of anyone who isn't me being able to make you happy, to smile or laugh, to care for you and treat you kindly...
[And that he would be like this with Merlin and Guinevere, and yet still feel this way...........] [Lancelot's too good and noble to hate him or be angry with him, but he should be.]