[Pauses just enough to get a hold of herself a little and pull away at that. No, that's not entirely it, either. Now her voice is soft but a little firmer, not wavering as much as she really tries to convince herself too, that this is what she needs most.] No, Neal, I mean...
I can't do this. With you or anyone else--love, anything, just... I can't.
[Because the alternative is pretty much the most terrifying thing ever.] I've learned by now it's better off that way, and that isn't about to change.