No, no, I-- [GDIT] I know. I swear, I'm not trying to be melodramatic about it. [Oh god is he turning into his father? IS HE GONNA DO A FLOURISH NEXT] I did mean to tell you back then, too, but...
[Stumbles over words so bad] Look, we're not-- Not that it'd matter, I know. [Except not because you said you loved him so maybe you do care but then again he was dying SO MAYBE NOT he doesn't know anything anymore]
She was using me. She was trying to destroy magic, she tricked me the whole time.