[And how everyone he loves would probably prefer to have Lancelot, if he were still alive. Not that he has any right to that considering... well. And he's very, very pointedly not thinking about Gwen because he's been avoiding thinking about her in general as much as he can, being here, because it's painful enough without having to add in the Lancelot factor, too.]
[So yeah, whatever, it's fine. Moving on.]
[Tugs his arm free and turns, starting to walk again] Let's just get some food and go back already, alright?