[...] [Shakes his head and looks down at their hands, frowning forever]
Look, I - it isn't about me and you'll say I don't have to say it but... for everything I've ever done and -- everything I do that hurts you. I'm sorry for it and... you'll say you don't blame me because you're an idiot, but it's...
And I can't even comfort you. [That he'd ever made you feel alone or had it so you had to lie to him or killed someone you love. And treated him badly and... probably so many things he still doesn't even fully realize.]