How I - [feel about you, but that sounds too sappy] ... Whether I hate you or not has nothing to do with... our destiny or anything like that.
... For all your annoyances and frustrating habits, Merlin, you're... [shrugs] You're you. [And he loves you, you bastard.] [And it hurt that he'd spent all that time thinking you were the only one he could trust, and yet even you lied to him. Even if with reason for it.]