[True to his prediction, he doesn't sleep at all, laying awake the whole time as Dou sleeps-- and despite himself, despite being held like this, he feels more alone than he has in a long time. He has no idea what to do, now, no idea if holding to his decision is the right thing to do, and there's no one he can ask about it. There's no one for him to run to with his problems, not anymore.]