[This entire time he's been thinking of Kamui as selfish - for turning him like this even after he'd told him he was done, making it impossible for him to spend even a moment not thinking about him. But, really, he was selfish, too - because even if he wanted "nothing", he didn't want Kamui being like that with anyone else. Perhaps that jealousy would fade with time, too, in the end. Maybe. But probably not. So, whatever, he's selfish.]
[Silently walks over to him, stepping under the mistletoe in front of him, arms crossed and only looking slightly defiant. Fuck you, it's going to be him or nobody, so shut up.]