[Somehow, that makes his throat close up, every part of his insides shouting "No no no" and feeling the start of panic forming at tone in his twin's voice. He hates this so much, hates the way you look at him, that contempt and sadness, and how everything is just blowing up in his face when he can't do anything about it.
All their lives they'd been closer than anyone else and now...]
I-- Subaru... [Can't do this? So what will do you instead? He doesn't ask aloud, too scared of the answer.]