You say that, but... you'll still try, won't you? Even if it's hopeless... even if it ends up hurting me even more. [That's what you mean, isn't it? That even if it's useless, you won't stop trying, because you can't deal with anything else, either.]
[His voice is shaking, he can't stop the tears, no matter how much he tries.] I did all of that because I thought I'd rather be hurt myself than let you be hurt. But you...
[He shakes his head. He was still doing this to protect you. He thought that maybe, if he's with Seishirou, he might be able to stop him from attacking Kamui-- to prevent giving him a reason to hate Kamui even more than before. But, in the end... it wasn't Seishirou he should have worried about, was it?]