[These past few days after that unfortunate encounter with Kamui, Subaru has spent inside his apartment, shutting out everything-- he hasn't checked his journal, hasn't spoken to anyone. Being there, witnessing what has been his worst nightmare (or, well, the other of the two) for so long now... it doesn't matter that he knows it isn't possible to really die in this world. The only thing that does matter is that if this had happened outside this world... and this could have happened. And that is what his mind can't deal with.]
[So he's still there, sitting on his bed in complete silence, staring at nothing... as he senses it. That magic. He breathes out, shaky-- and then he's out of the door and running. For the second time in his life, he's not thinking about what he's doing or if he should be doing it at all. And somehow... all of these instances seem to be related to Seishirou.]