[Shakes his head a little, unable to really put it all into words so easily - for always worrying, for being an anxious messy burden, for not being able to just enjoy his time here, to not be able to get a handle on this place...]
[Breathes out a little, lifting a hand to touch his cheek, tentatively.] I don't want our time together to end.
[Because this entire disaster looks like an ending, doesn't it?]