[She appreciates it, really. Much as some of this is self-deprecating on her part, there's plenty of soppy fooling around to balance it out.]
I know. Sometimes it just gets away a lot easier when you don't know any better than to let it. [Or when it goes out of her reach entirely, like a certain pirate still often on her mind. Neal knows all that, though, and with this as their only real second chance...] I think I got lucky for once.