[She nods, relieved that at least he's getting it this quick.]
Yes. After he's dead, good riddance.
[This is how fond of him she was lmao. But that-- is not the point here.] I wanted to tell you about it when you arrived, when I realized we don't have the same memories... but Porthos and Aramis, they both knew before me. Before I had gone back and returned again with new memories... and I asked them not to tell me. I wanted to know what happens myself. I didn't want to lie to you, but- I thought... I wanted you to know of it yourself.