[Doesn't move from his touch this time, but doesn't really respond, either -- dealing with the illogical thought of but I only slept with him because of you. Which isn't fair or even true, and the last thing he wants to do is make Aramis feel like shit over this]
It doesn't change the fact it happened. And I can't change that, and it's -- [cuts himself off when his voice gets too wobbly] Damn it.
You didn't hear how he spoke of it. [It doesn't matter if he's trying to change it now, it didn't sound as if he was too remorseful of it, didn't see anything wrong with calling Bull those things--]